The start of something new...

So here I go. I'm starting my very own little blog. Something away from livejournal, away from myspace and a something that will apparently be read by all sorts of people I don't know. Yet this is still a place for me to write. Yay?

There has been a lot going on. A friend of mine once said that I really should blog my life. I'm not so sure why. All the crazy shit I've ever done, is exactly that, done. I tend to spend my time on the softer side of life now-a-days. I'm certainly not boring, but the crazy sex, long nights, parties and drinking are pretty done and over with. Well...okay...there's still the crazy sex, but it's all a lot more personal lately.

I'm in a relationship with a man who completes my life. I never really thought I'd be able to say that after everything else that has happened in my life. But when I wake up next to him in the morning I realize I could happily wake up to that same view every morning and never get bored. It warms my heart in places so deep I wasn't sure they could ever be reached.

I'm a little crazy. I love porn and erotica. I love reading and writing. Nothing gets me hotter than powertools or a good book. I love lingerie, color, animals, theatre, movies, rainy days, walks on the beach, good food, good people and the opportunity to just sit back and relax without a care in the world (especially since lately those opportunities are very few and far between).

Right now I'm having some physical problems. I'm a full time theatrical technician and a full time student. I'm going to school for a BFA in Theatre, emphasis in Technical Theatre with an emphasis in Technical Direction. Then onto Grad School for even more torture and even less sleep.

Anyway, 2 yrs ago I busted up my shoulder on the job and it took entirely too long to get it going again. Now the injury has relapsed and I'm facing the possibility of surgery and even more physical therapy. I'm frustrated, in pain and pissed off. I love my job and I love the opportunity to finish my education and get the degree I need to teach later on. Right now though, I'm down one arm and fighting to stay ahead of everything going on in my life so shit is just the littlest bit crazy.

For the most part, I really do love my life. I'm tired, sore, frustrated, in love and far to busy to enjoy life the way I wish I could. But so far I'm still holding on.

I guess I just have to sit back and see where life takes me next.